Once every so often you have an exceptionally connected and engaging conversation with someone about a topic of mutual interest. More often, if it’s an area of deep interest and passion, you notice that your message is only being half understood at best. At times, the prolonged study of something (like Ninpo) leads us to a place with few peers to bounce our thoughts, ideas and observations off of. I call this “the more you know, the more you don’t know.” I encountered this for “my” first time in the mid-70’s when I made the observation to a biochemistry professor that I was struggling with each section we undertook; only to get a solid enough grasp of the subject matter to usually slip through with a B on my exams. The professor would then launch into the next section leaving me lost in a cloud of meaningless equations and concepts. Why is it that through all my efforts I felt like I understood less and less? Why was it that the more I seemingly knew, the more questions I had…the more I didn’t know?
My answer came with the inflating of balloons for a child’s birthday party. The balloon was my brain…the room was the world of knowledge, options and possibilities. With each breath into the balloon, my knowledge had increased. But, as the surface area of the balloon got bigger (my expanded knowledge)…so did the surface area bordering on the outside of the balloon (unknown knowledge, options and possibilities). As the balloon increases in volume, accumulated knowledge, so does the surface area with the unknown knowledge increase, making…”the more you know, the more you don’t know.
So as you train, it is important to take what you know, and what you don't know, bring it back inside, let it trickle through what you thought you understood, and let it augment what you know, in an auspicious way, that promotes healthy exploration into the unknown territories of this art.
In Ninpo, you often know what you don’t know. The new concept is sometimes clear, while the prior concept still thwarts you in your training and makes (k)no(w) sense. While Ninpo employs and destroys laws of physics, Ninpo is not a science, it is not linear. Unlike the balloon, our knowledge ebbs and flows in unique progressions that are often completely random and nonlinear. In the Ten-Chi-Wa system, we have added a multitude of waza and exercises to help the student discover and understand principles rather than just acquiring and completing patterns. All answers lie in the training! The fast progressions are followed by obstinate roadblocks. It’s not fair! It is real! It is a way of life…and like the lotus blossoms…it is infinite…and eternal.
Train hard…train well...train often!
~Marc Sensei